Saturday 13 September 2008

Eve Ensler on Sarah Palin: "Drill, drill, drill"

Eve Ensler, American playwright, writer, activist, performer and feminist, perhaps best known for her Vagina Monologues, wrote the following about republican vice president candidate Sarah Palin (from the Huffington Post, link to article here.)

I am having Sarah Palin nightmares. I dreamt last night that she was a member of a club where they rode snowmobiles and wore the claws of drowned and starved polar bears around their necks. I have a particular thing for Polar Bears. Maybe it's their snowy whiteness or their bigness or the fact that they live in the arctic or that I have never seen one in person or touched one. Maybe it is the fact that they live so comfortably on ice. Whatever it is, I need the polar bears.

I don't like raging at women. I am a Feminist and have spent my life trying to build community, help empower women and stop violence against them. It is hard to write about Sarah Palin. This is why the Sarah Palin choice was all the more insidious and cynical. The people who made this choice count on the goodness and solidarity of Feminists.

But everything Sarah Palin believes in and practices is antithetical to Feminism which for me is part of one story -- connected to saving the earth, ending racism, empowering women, giving young girls options, opening our minds, deepening tolerance, and ending violence and war.

I believe that the McCain/Palin ticket is one of the most dangerous choices of my lifetime, and should this country chose those candidates the fall-out may be so great, the destruction so vast in so many areas that America may never recover. But what is equally disturbing is the impact that duo would have on the rest of the world. Unfortunately, this is not a joke. In my lifetime I have seen the clownish, the inept, the bizarre be elected to the presidency with regularity.

Sarah Palin does not believe in evolution. I take this as a metaphor. In her world and the world of Fundamentalists nothing changes or gets better or evolves. She does not believe in global warming. The melting of the arctic, the storms that are destroying our cities, the pollution and rise of cancers, are all part of God's plan. She is fighting to take the polar bears off the endangered species list. The earth, in Palin's view, is here to be taken and plundered. The wolves and the bears are here to be shot and plundered. The oil is here to be taken and plundered. Iraq is here to be taken and plundered. As she said herself of the Iraqi war, "It was a task from God."

Sarah Palin does not believe in abortion. She does not believe women who are raped and incested and ripped open against their will should have a right to determine whether they have their rapist's baby or not.

She obviously does not believe in sex education or birth control. I imagine her daughter was practicing abstinence and we know how many babies that makes.

Sarah Palin does not much believe in thinking. From what I gather she has tried to ban books from the library, has a tendency to dispense with people who think independently. She cannot tolerate an environment of ambiguity and difference. This is a woman who could and might very well be the next president of the United States. She would govern one of the most diverse populations on the earth.

Sarah believes in guns. She has her own custom Austrian hunting rifle. She has been known to kill 40 caribou at a clip. She has shot hundreds of wolves from the air.

Sarah believes in God. That is of course her right, her private right. But when God and Guns come together in the public sector, when war is declared in God's name, when the rights of women are denied in his name, that is the end of separation of church and state and the undoing of everything America has ever tried to be.

I write to my sisters. I write because I believe we hold this election in our hands. This vote is a vote that will determine the future not just of the U.S., but of the planet. It will determine whether we create policies to save the earth or make it forever uninhabitable for humans. It will determine whether we move towards dialogue and diplomacy in the world or whether we escalate violence through invasion, undermining and attack. It will determine whether we go for oil, strip mining, coal burning or invest our money in alternatives that will free us from dependency and destruction. It will determine if money gets spent on education and healthcare or whether we build more and more methods of killing. It will determine whether America is a free open tolerant society or a closed place of fear, fundamentalism and aggression.

If the Polar Bears don't move you to go and do everything in your power to get Obama elected then consider the chant that filled the hall after Palin spoke at the RNC, "Drill Drill Drill." I think of teeth when I think of drills. I think of rape. I think of destruction. I think of domination. I think of military exercises that force mindless repetition, emptying the brain of analysis, doubt, ambiguity or dissent. I think of pain.

Do we want a future of drilling? More holes in the ozone, in the floor of the sea, more holes in our thinking, in the trust between nations and peoples, more holes in the fabric of this precious thing we call life?

I am afraid of the state of the US and the world and this presidential election worries me, and the choice of Sarah Palin more than anything. Not all women politicians are feminists, not all women politicians are progressive and modern and for an society based on equality and modern ideas.
This is a woman who could very likely end up as President of the United States. I am not too happy about senator McCain either, but less worried than about his vice president candidate. And there's absolutely nothing I can do...

Wednesday 3 September 2008

You can't get too many blessings

A couple of weeks ago my youngest brother got married. He's an agnostic but with influences from Buddhism and Christianity (pretty hard not to have since we were raised in a Protestant environment), and his wife an active Christian of the good kind. You know, openminded, loving and not dogmatic.
As a blessing, I gave them their own flame of love, based on the Flame of Avalon, Rhiannon's power and the flames that burned on the main altar during their wedding ceremony. Blessings and similar things come naturally for me on my Goddess path, and as a priestess, but I've had some concerns about how to do it in a more Christian environment. Not everyone would understand, as there is a definite lack of blessings in Protestatism, save the ones from the Bible. It is a very different thing to do in my everyday environment. But for my brother, it felt like the right thing to do.

And it was. It made them both happy, and my brother's comment was that you can't get too many blessings, which I though was wonderfully true in its simplicity. Of course we can't. To have other people standing by you, and know that their love and support is there in times of need, and at all other times, is amazing. And no matter how much love there is, things do get rough every now and then, a marriage doesn't safeguard us from problems or challenges along the way.

It was a step for me, but as a (self-initiated) Priestess, this is what I do. This is who I am. And it is time to Be now.

Tuesday 2 September 2008

Calling - a poem

I Love You
I'm calling
My words suspended in thin air
In the middle of a vast nothing
And I'm falling
Constantly calling
For you

December 29, 1996

I found a notebook with some of my old poems from my days on the other side of the mirror. This one is almost 12 years old - I can't believe how time has flown by! I wrote it during one of my stays on a psych ward and remember how cold I was, and how lonely. My boyfriend, who I lived with, had gone to Germany for a family celebration over the new year, and I wouldn't see him for over a week. I missed him. But I was so depressed, all colours muted, faded, I felt numb and dissociated. I stayed for a few days more and discharged myself when they wanted me to share a room with someone, then came back after another few days. To a private room.